Greetings folks. It's been a while since I've shared my personal thoughts with you. Lately, God has been dealing with me in so many ways about family, business & spiritually. He gave me a vision many many years ago and I've strayed away from my calling time after time but thank God He's a forgiving God. From a young child I was a dreamer and I mean dreamer of things some would say was unbelievable but when you have a God like mine, nothing is impossible. I picked up a pen one day and began writing. From there, I kept journals and soon I started putting my thoughts on a computer. It seems like now that computers make things so easy, I don't write on paper that often. I've been around and seen a lot of things. I've been amidst wolves, hyenas and some very very talented&blessed folks. I've watched as people misused others just to get to the top. It's clear as crystal; you can see straight through them but you just sit back and laugh because everybody uses somebody at some point and time. Just be bold and tell me you're using me for this or that and trust me, I will respect you more. Each day that I awake, I am amazed by God's glory. I may not be happy with all the choices that I've made but I quietly surrender to God and ask for,forgiveness and the willpower to move forward and most importantly, to do what He has for me to do because there is no greater joy than to honor your Father. I am on a new journey. I pray to excel in ways unimaginable. And I'm not talking monetary because that's going to fade. I want to reach heights that only God can make possible. I watch as people get so caught up in fame, riches & glory and they lose the value of life, respect & friendship. Everybody wants to be on the bandwagon when it's profitable. They don't care whose toes they step on, whose feelings they hurt, whose families and businesses they destroy. Their only focus is "them" and where they are going. I've helped. I've been helped. I am not surprised by what I see anymore. Does it hurt? Absolutely. I am human. I am flesh. I am born from the family of Isaac, Jacob & Abraham. I can relate to Mary watching her baby Jesus suffer for people who will never appreciate Him. I have sat and pondered at times, asking God, "Why do you allow those you know don't care for you to prosper when there are so many suffering who love and serve you?" He said, "I choose who I will to succeed but that doesn't mean that I love them more than you or any other. This life shall pass and what can they say they've done in my Name? What will their rewards be in Heaven?" With that being said, I will continue to pursue happiness in the eyes of my Father. I will not depend on Man because He will fail me everytime. I will seek my Father's voice and knock on the doors that He has chosen for me. I will not compromise my Faith, my Life, Mind, Soul or Body for the things of the world. If God be for Me, who can be against me. I will put the old behind me and press toward the future. Former hurt or pain will not dwell here. He says, "Weeping may endure for a night, but joy comes in the morning. There's a time to cry and a time to laugh. Nothing lasts forever." In closing, never ever give up on your dreams. I went from a vision to pen&paper to a pc to the stage, small screen and trust me, you will see me on the big screen real soon because I see it, believe it and it shall come to past. Amen!